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Waiting
I let my tears run dry
Hoping you would see the stains
That stick across my cheeks
But you only had eyes
For the way she smiles
I raise my arm to wave
But all I see is your back
I can admire your broad shoulders
But not lean on them
I see you play with her hands
And her letting you do that
I could, too, if only you would so much
As touch my finger tips
You ask for my help
To catch this girl you like
I asked you what you liked
And I could, why I couldn't do
What you said she could too
I only didn't have her face
And her voice
And her laughter
As you wait for her
And say she won't so much
As initiate a "Hi"
You don't seem to realise
That someone else is waiting
And saying "I like seeing you"
And asking "what are you doing"
Because this someone smiles
Everytime you text
Everytime you joke
Everytime you tease her
Even if you are saying
"Help me chase that girl"
You say I am obvious
No, you are wrong
I hide so well
You don't even see my heart
And how I really feel
I look worried and lost
Be
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Literature
Days Like This
Days like this
I cannot calm down
My heart beats within me
Louder, it sounds
My strength is leaving
No hope retaining
My mind has darkened
Clouded, no vision
Days like this
I need a corner
To hug my knees
And cover my ears
To hide my face
And bend over
So at least
The tears
Can flow
Days like this
Maybe one of them
Is the day I die
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Literature
Over and Over
Over and over
I would fall
By a simple touch
I sway
By a single smile
I stay
Again and again
I would say
Not once more shall I
sway
Now once more shall I
stay
I don't see how great you are
But my heart is blind
It loves the pumping rhythm
That resonates with mine
My mind sees
But it is easily charmed
It brings back the memories
That have sweetened with time
I had those moments
I distanced
Sway, but hidden
Stay, but away
Yet I always divert
From the path that I should
Because you are not there
Time and again
I tried to say
Goodbye, to you
But never did it last
For I always say again
Hi, there
Over and over
I fall
In love with you
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Literature
The Voices In The Middle of the Night
In the middle
Again, I say in the middle
Of the night
When you think silence falls
You hear the noise
But your windows are closed
Your doors shut
Not behind the thick curtains
Nor under the bed
But coming from a place
I say, a familiar place
They creep out
And shout
Or whisper by your ear
They say, you must hear
You toss, they don't disappear
You hide, no you can never hide
Do nothing think nothing
Oh naive you can always only be thinking something
You can ignore
You can brush off
But never are they truly gone
You say you're haunted
They say we're no ghosts
"we are you"
For they come from within,
the voices
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Literature
Kind Words
I say
My friend
I want you to know
Within them hold
The soft and the gentle
The soothing and the genuine
They contain the power
That endures the falling tower
They possess the strength
That support the falling walls
I leaned
I lied
Upon the gentle
Upon the strong
Up I am lifted
Forward I am persuaded
They point me to the hole
Where light seeps ever slightly through
But they themselves are the light
That brightens my cave
I say
My friends
To your kinds words, they
Thank you
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'They' Say
In the middle of the night
When I lay on my bed
With my blanket pulled to my face
The coldness remains
The voices speak
At times they shout
At times they come whispering
In my dreams
My nightmares
My waking moments
The living hell
They curse who I love
They curse me I hate
I can never shut them out
Never am I louder
Never am I stronger
Always am I softer
Always am I weaker
They occupy my mind
They make me go mad
I pull my hair
Like I am trying to pull them out
I slap my hands
Like I am trying to slap them dead
I shout in silence
Like I am trying to shout them away
They never give up
They want me to give up
Will I lose?
And fall off the high roof?
With no glory, no grace
Will I win?
And fly from the deep pit?
With shining glory, amazing grace
The fights I put up
Some in vain some in gain
The struggles I faced
Some with pain some with fain
In the middle of the night
When I lay on my pillow high
With the tears seeping through
The coldness yet remains
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I And The Day
I wish for the day
When the tears can go away
When I can once again
Break into smiles
And laugh the day away
I look forward to the day
When I can leave the world in peace
When I can finally
Lay down the burdens
And run forth to my King
I run after the day
When I don’t know when
When I hope I can
Be finally at rest
And in grace find an eternal joy
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Daddy's Poem
Her hair was up in a pony tail,
her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was Daddy's Day at school,
and she couldn't wait to go.
But her mommy tried to tell her,
that she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand,
if she went to school alone.
But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today.
But still her mother worried,
for her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again,
she tried to keep her daughter home.
But the little girl went to school
eager to tell them all.
About a dad she never sees;
a dad who never calls.
There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently,
anxious in their seats
One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed.
At last the teacher called her name,
every child turned to stare.
Each of them was searching,
for a man who wasn't there.
"Where's her daddy at?"
she heard a boy
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This Poem
This poem is lame; This poem is strange.
It's boring; It's stupid; It wont get me fame.
This poem is red; This poem is green.
This poem is all of the colours not in-between.
Thispoemisshort; T  h  i  s   p  o  e  m   i s   l  o  n  g.
It's entertaining; It's weak; It's strong.
Why are you reading? Why don't you write?
Why not put pen to paper. Make it dark; Make it bright!
Were my words that important that you'd continue to read as I write?
It's activity to pass the unbearable night.
Fight through the terror; Don't try and be brave.
Finish this poem and my spirit be raised.
But pay no attention to what my words say,
this poem is lame; this poem is strange.
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I let my tears run dry
Hoping you would see the stains
That stick across my cheeks
But you only had eyes
For the way she smiles

I raise my arm to wave
But all I see is your back
I can admire your broad shoulders
But not lean on them

I see you play with her hands
And her letting you do that
I could, too, if only you would so much
As touch my finger tips

You ask for my help
To catch this girl you like
I asked you what you liked
And I could, why I couldn't do
What you said she could too
I only didn't have her face
And her voice
And her laughter

As you wait for her
And say she won't so much
As initiate a "Hi"
You don't seem to realise
That someone else is waiting
And saying "I like seeing you"
And asking "what are you doing"
Because this someone smiles
Everytime you text
Everytime you joke
Everytime you tease her
Even if you are saying
"Help me chase that girl"

You say I am obvious
No, you are wrong
I hide so well
You don't even see my heart
And how I really feel
I look worried and lost
Because I am waiting
And it is
A zone that's empty
Where direction is missing
Where time flows by
But I don't move

I can keep waiting
As you wait for her
Chapter 10

"Mom?" She called as she wobbled down the stairs.

"You are up early, Ayumi," her mother said.

Her mother looked on worriedly as Ayumi, dragging her feet subconsciously, made her way to the fridge.

"Ayumi...did you sleep well?"

"Um, n - not really," Ayumi replied.

"Did you...sleep?" Her mother asked concernedly.

She did not reply, but simply poured herself a glass of cold water cooled by the fridge.

"Do you want something warm to drink instead?" Her mother asked.

She shook her head. "No, thank you," she told her mother.

"Is something bothering you?" Her mother went on to ask as she takes a sip of water.

"Um...I am just not feeling very well, that's all," she said. "How am I to say that I have been hearing voices?" She thought.

"Oh dear..." Her mother muttered, and walk to her, placing a hand on her forehead. "I don't think you are having a fever," her mother told her gently. "Where do you feel unwell?"

"I - I don't know...I mean, I just - feel unwell," she replied. "I - It's nothing much, mom."

Her mother sighed. "Why don't you take the day off from school today, and rest at home? You look a little pale, actually..." Her mother's voice trailed off at the end, with a tone of anxiety and worry.

"It's okay, mom! I - I can go to school!" She said quickly and too loudly, startling her mother a little.

"You should stay at home, Ayumi," came her father's voice.

"Dad..."

"Didn't you say you are not feeling well? If that's the case, it's better for you to rest at home," her father told her. "You have my permission. Don't worry."

"Ah, no...it's not that. I - I - " Ayumi tried to tell him that she was concerned about another matter, but knew not how to put it.

Her father added, saying, "your mother and I will be worried if you don't get some rest, Ayumi."

"That's right, darling...will you rest at home today?" Her mother asked again.

"A - Alright..." She replied, knowing it would be hard to change her parents' minds.

~*~

She sat in the living room, staring at the television screen, but not paying attention to the show at all. Her mind was focused on what happened during the night. "Ayumi...Ayumi..." The voice kept playing in her head. It was as if she heard it again. Terrified, she raised her knees to her chest and hug her legs.

"I...don't want to stay at home today..." She thought. "How can I go back to that room in this state? What if I hear the voice again?" She kept thinking, "who exactly is it? Should I tell mother? What will she say? Why is it the voice keeps calling my name? What exactly is going on? I am...going crazy?"

A cold chill ran across her spine at the thought of her having gone insane.

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Thanks for faving my Gammellmon!  ^w^
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Thank you for the +watch! :) <3
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Thanks for the fav! If you like my work feel free to come check out some more and fav or watch if you want! :iconrubcheeksplz:
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